This stress-relieving PC trip

The yellow sand was terrible on the first day

The yellow sand disappeared on the second day,,,

I don't need to win, but I'm fine if I win a ton

I thought it would be good if I could get rid of my daily frustrations

I went to Korea and used the PC

I usually take baccarat slowly on the first day

I bet a small amount

I play slowly until I get in the groove

When I get in the groove, I increase my bet suddenly

This is a good example

I get angry when I'm not in the groove, so I increase my bet suddenly

It makes me feel even worse

This is a bad example ????

At first I played slowly

It didn't increase or decrease

I thought it was just for fun anyway, so I started with 3 coins at a time, then 4 coins, then 5 coins,,, and ended up with a total loss on the last day..????

My baccarat fever has cooled down somehow . . ????

It wasn't fun, but it wasn't boring either.

I can't describe how much I lost, but the excitement died down.

I thought to myself while sleeping in my room on the last day.

I could quit the casino trip, but I don't have anything else to do.

Should I just quit?

Or should I travel to more different places?

But I'm 53 now, and my time is limited.

When I was doing whatever I wanted in Macau before COVID, I had a lot of fun.

I've retired from doing whatever I want,

I'm not saying I'll do it until Macau,

but I'm thinking of bringing a lot of money to Korea and doing it for a limited time...

I could go back to Macau,

but China and Macau are closer now than they were 3 or 4 years ago,

so I've lost interest in going.

I don't know what's going to happen in the Chinese region,

but

I'm tired of thinking about things like this lately.

I wonder... no, I'm tired ????

When I think about how many more years I can stay healthy,

I can't say such things.

Time is moving on... So, I'm happy when I win, and frustrated when I lose. I'm thinking of reviving the free-for-all that I did in Macau before COVID-19 for a limited time, and I'm thinking of doing something stupid ????. For now, I'm going to ignite my desire for revenge, and I'll bet the smallest black chips ⚫️ until I get back all the losses I've had so far, and I'll be playing on a flat field ????. I think I'll enjoy my baccarat life a little more ????????????. I'm the boss monkey from the countryside. ????